Thursday, December 01, 2005
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12/01/2005 10:23:00 PM
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suspense can kill.. but i shan't let it... such things shan't bring me down.. if it's not meant to be.. fine.. i'm alrite.. :) but the suspense is torturous.. break the news to me.. once n for all.. get it over n done with.. watever!!! jus DUN keep me in suspense!!!!
ok.. i've gone mad... SC interview has gotten me all worked up.. everyone around's gettin calls.. but i'm at the wrong place at the wrong time!!!! dey only have the no. of my other house!!! how'd i noe if i made it!??!! damn... i'm tired.. this is mentally drainin... wanna jus slip into a deep n endless sleep... never to be awoken by such headaches... dun ever wanna be bothered by how i'm judged by others... but thats not possible issit??? ok.. i'm crappin now.. have no mood to say anythin worthwhile.. or maybe i never do, seeing as i screwed up the SC interview.. well. it'll all depend on tmw i suppose.. hopin against hope that i did get in...